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Sunday, August 29, 2010

Nope, I am not a Bookseller

UPDATED: 1230am. September 13, 2010

I am not Booksale or BookayUkay or any secondhand bookshop. I just need some extra cash, that's why I have to sell some of my books. Only six of them. Can't let go of other Anne Rice books. Nope, Lasher would have to stay with me. Anyway, here is the list:

ELEKTRA: Frenzy by Robert Rodi
graphic novel / as good as new
in exchange for 700php OR another graphic novel

DEATH: At Death's Door by Jill Thompson
graphic novel (manga) / good as new
in exchange for 450php or another book.

The Witching Hour by Anne Rice SOLD
novel / in very good condition
in exchange for 100php OR readings (yes, photocopied readings from your classes in
Literature, Literary Criticism, or the like. Bound ha. Ringbind, o soft.
at least 150 pages. Kung Italo Calvino, Kurt Vonnegut, Fyodor Dostoevsky,
o contemporary Marxist readings, kahit 100 pages nalang. Oha. May discount sa pahina.)

Taltos by Anne Rice SOLD
novel / in very good condition
in exchange for 100php OR readings (yes, photocopied readings from your classes in
Literature, Literary Criticism, or the like. Bound ha. Ringbind, o soft.
at least 150 pages. Kung Italo Calvino, Kurt Vonnegut, Fyodor Dostoevsky,
o contemporary Marxist readings, kahit 100 pages nalang. Oha. May discount sa pahina.)

Jitterbug Perfume by Tom Robbins
novel / in good condition
in exchange for 150php OR readings (yes, photocopied readings from your classes in
Literature, Literary Criticism, or the like. Bound ha. Ringbind, o soft.
at least 200 pages. Kung Italo Calvino, Kurt Vonnegut, Fyodor Dostoevsky,
o contemporary Marxist readings, kahit 150 pages nalang. Oha. May discount sa pahina.)

The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood
novel / in very good condition
in exchange for 200php OR another book.

Cat's Eye by Margaret Atwood
novel / in good condition
in exchange for 90php OR another book.

OR

Cat's Eye AND The Handmaid's Tale
by Margaret Atwood for 250php


Para iclaim o para makipagkasundo, makipagtagpo sa akin. Mas gusto kong mga kakilala ko rin ang bibili. Itatag ko ang mga taga-elbi. I-untag ninyo ang sarili kung nanaisin. Salamat. PM nalang para sa transaction o whatsoever. Hindi bawal tumawad. At, oo, naaliw ako ni Anne Rice. Hindi ko mapakawalan ang iba niya pang libro. Bawal na akong maghirap. Baka isunod ko ang Sandman ni Neil Gaiman. Wag naman. Wag naman sana. :L

Kung walang bibili, ipangreregalo ko. Pero hindi si Elektra. Hindi libre si Elektra.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

An attempt to make sense of the Quirino Grand Stand commotion

At this point, most people have probably calmed down already. Returning to their lives, minding their own businesses, because the height of the moment--when being aware is nationalism and their very well-founded comments matter--is seemingly over. And making sense of the hostage crisis does not matter that much anymore.

(Please treat this as my "goodmorning" to the commotion that occurred yesterday. This is an impromptu post, written with speed, and most probably without much precision. I would like to think nof this post as a humble, timely inquiry, and not another irresponsible post. I would also post this at the FB notes tab of my profile, since I moderate comments on blogspot [Kahit saang personal account, rather!]. Feel free to point out anything that you might want to elaborate or contradict, though. But also remember that I delete comments I deem out of the topic--which is, needless to say, based on my utter subjectivism.)

Or, I am probably wrong, since the day is just beginning--and the pinpointing would begin in a little while, and would further be hyped again for the second time around forever by the media conglomerates, so there would be less air time for Hacienda Luisita and other more pertinent issues (that are not pertinent to Noynoy and friends). I would attempt to enumerate--and be judgmental--of the people who reacted to the situation. Yup, another set of generalization and categorization that might overlap... Coming up. Right. Now:

There are those who were concerned with the tourists, and tourism, and the image of the Philippines abroad. I have even heard--or wrongly heard--a reporter imply that: the hostage-taker was being "unfair" as he released Filipino hostages, and he kept the foreigners and even ended up killing, making the situation more "crucial." This perhaps pertains to the international community's response to the incident. And I think something is wrong with the statement that the hostage-taker was "unfair" on that basis.

There are also those who were surprised by how mad the world is (including myself, by the way, though it occured for less than thirty minutes! That is defensive. And this emphasis is redundant. I feel like Mike Enriquez right now, who spits needless side comments during an SOS). And the classic line of the most famous song of the not-so-famous band, Wuds (at least to the new "cool" generation of pa-sophisticated and pa-cool people that I fail to understand), comes to mind: "Inosente lang ang nagtataka." I've read from the FB news feed some comments that I would like to share, though I might not be able to attribute those to the people who actually posted them and I would just paraphrase and summarize them into: Shit happens everyday, people die everyday. The mainstream media just hyped up everything, as they often do, so I think there shouldn't have been any "surprises."

There are those who had their hidden talent of nationalism unraveled! Then, are probably back to their businesses at this moment. And there are those who blame Juan dela Cruz for being Juan dela Cruz. (Comments vary from: the self-righteous "Ang mga pinoy talaga walang disiplina..." [that leads to preaching such as the next quote] to "Kailangan nating magbago lahat..." [that leads to messianic individualistic illusion of changing one's self first before changing society.]).

There are those who made fun of the police and blamed them for everything. These are the guys that I do not really have any problems with, but I think we should dig deeper into the issue to drive at the root of all these madness. Weird how the police get a large chunk of the national budget for the incompetence they have showcased in the recent weeks--that were actually happening waaaay back then: extortion, torture, hostage, pestilence, hostility, and the like. (Weird set of... words as well. Spontaneous post, indeed. Hehe.)

There are those who sympathize with Mendoza, and hail him as a cool, badass police. Then there are, of course, those who wanted his soul to be burnt in all the hells that might exist in the universe.

And there are people such as my self who attempt to further understand and gather ideas of how peers understand this. Three words, I guess: Culture of impunity.

Another question I'd like to leave: Who would be the next scapegoat or sacrifice to show Noynoy's facade of sincerity in addressing the his BIG issues such as the wangwang and other little things Noynonatics magnify as grand achievements?

After PAG-ASA, MWSS, Arroyo, Corrupt Officials, etc, who or what institutions would the Malacanang pelt with blame, this time to gain the trust of the Filipino people? Would the government blame the police that disperses the activists in resistance to government policies? The media that had a sick honeymoon with the government during SONA and beyond? The culture of usiseros? Ondoy? Drugs? I do not know, but I am quite sure of one thing. They would not mention the political and economic crisis as the root of all these evil. So, yes, IMF World Bank, your "corruption" and plunder, in connection with the hostage crisis as another product, would remain unknown to the public that are taught to think based on what the mainstream media feeds them.

Up to now, I am still hearing talks and still seeing posts regarding the commotion, from where I sit. Speculations on the whys and the hows of yesterday's incident: Why did the driver let Mendoza in. Why did it all came to this. Why the police had no equipment. Why did the HK nationals have to die. What went wrong with the negotiations. What went wrong with the way the media behaved. And other minute details of the incident seemingly taken as a case isolated from the whole political and economic structure, etcetera. But none, no mention of the blame against the existing system that spewed Mendoza and the Quirino Grand Stand fiasco. Seemingly none at all.
(And Yes, this would serve as my goodmorning.)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Factsheet 43 and Sigwa @ UPLB

The Factsheet 43 art exhibit, for the benefit of the Morong 43 healthworkers would be showcased at the University of the Philippines Los Banos, in One Caldi Place on September 13 2010. While on September 21, there would be a film showing of “SIGWA” (Rage…of Perils and Hopes), a film by Joel Lamangan and written by Boni Ilagan--an "Official entry to the Cinemalaya 2010, a Top Grosser of the Cinemalaya 2010, a film Graded “A” by Cinema Evaluation Board-MTRCB." Attached herein, from UPLB Zoomout Multimedia collective, are the press releases and related images of the mentioned events:

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Art imitates life, particularly that of the illegally arrested health workers, in Fact Sheet 43: 43 Artists for the 43 Health Workers. Fact Sheet derives its title from the document prepared by paralegal and human rights volunteers in relation to reported cases of human right violations. The exhibit reflects the artist's interpretation of what is contained in the real fact sheets, which are otherwise unaccounted or discounted by state forces.

For two consecutive years, Fact Sheet has regularly been exhibited every December in time for the commemoration ofthe International Human Rights month. However in 2010, the group saw the urgency to mount the exhibit early in the year following the illegal and arbitrary arrest of 43 health workers, composed of professional and volunteer doctors, nurses and paramedics, in the middle of their health training in Morong, Rizal. Collectively known as 'Morong 43', the health workers were arrested allegedly for their affiliation with progressive groups. Based on the victims' accounts,they were subjected to various type of mental and physical torture in the hands of the military while in Camp Capinpin.

Despite growing clamor by the local and international communities to release the health workers, the 43 remained incarcerated and are facing non-bailable and dubious case of illegal possession of explosives. In particular, the artists, together with the family of the health workers appeal to the new administration to immediately release the 43and litigate those responsible for the violations against them.

Fact Sheet 43, which has already been exhibited invarious galleries and public areas in Manila, will attempt to sow creative and emotional revelation about the human rights situation in the country through visual arts.


Martial Law has ended almost three decades ago but gross human rights violations have persisted to this day. In fact, violations of civil and political rights have even worsened now than the Martial Law era.

The human rights group KARAPATAN has accounted more than 1,000 victims of extrajudicial killings, 207 victims of enforced disappearances, and 217 political detainees during the nine-year regime of former president Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo. Alongside these direct assaults are growing cases of torture, hamletting, and violence against women and children among many other forms of human rights atrocities. Many of the victims are members and leaders of progressive and militant organizations, which are critical to the Arroyoregime. Even artists and filmmakers were not spared from this.

This pattern of impunity against progressive groups has extended to the new regime,wherein a total of 6 victims of extra-judicial killings have been accounted in less than a month under President Noynoy Aquino.

In light with the commemoration of Martial Law this September, various groups and cultural workers will have the nationwide screening of 'Sigwa', a Cinemalaya 2010 film directed by Joel Lamangan; written by Bonifacio Ilagan; and starred by Dawn Zulueta, Zsa Zsa Padilla, and Tirso Cruz III among others. In theSouthern Tagalog region, the 'Sigwa' screening is slated on September 21 at theNCAS Auditorium, UP Los Banos; a forum-discussion will follow shortly after the screening. Sigwa hopes to educate students on the human rights situation,especially during Martial Law.

As a regional event, the proponents are sounding the call to all institutions, organizations, and schools in the region to support the activity by attending and publicizing the film screening. As a pioneering activity, this is an open and continuing call to all youth, filmmakers, and members in the academe to defend and uphold human rights. Recognizing the power and reach of films, weare optimistic that in one-way or another, we can sow resistance among the public against attempts to curtail their human rights.


Thursday, August 19, 2010

Factsheet 43 Exhibit @ PGH | Aug23 | 830am



Fact Sheet 43 Exhibit @ Philippine General Hospital
August 23-31, 2010
Central Block Lobby, Ground Floor, PGH, Mla.

Magiging espesyal sana ang exhibit na ito sa PGH dahil inaasahan naming masisilayan pa ito ni Judilyn Oliveros, isa sa Morong 43 detainee na nanganak sa PGH noong July 22.

Subalit ang masaklap nito, tinanggihan ng Morong RTC ang motion for release on recognizance at ikinulong na muli si Judilyn sa Bicutan kasama ang kanyang bagong silang na sanggol!

Hindi man lamang pinakinggan ng korte ang kanyang petisyon na maalagaan at mapasuso ang kanyang sanggol sa loob ng 6 na buwan sa labas ng kulungan.

Ganito ba ang matuwid na daan?

Tunghayan nating muli ang pagtatangka ng mga artistang palayain ang 43 health workers. Palakasin pa natin ang panawagan para sa katarungan at pagpapalaya sa 43. Maging bahagi ng panawagang ito, dumalo sa Fact Sheet 43 Exhibit @ Philippine General Hospital.

Free the 43 Now!

Magkakaroon ng misa ng 7am bago ibukas ang exhibit ng 8:30 am.

Ang Fact Sheet Exhibit sa PGH ay naisakatuparan sa pakikipagtulungan ng ALL UP Workers' Union, Free the 43 Alliance at Defend-ST. [repost mula sa
Artists' ARREST]

Monday, August 9, 2010

Almost Deactivated

I decided to put most of my accounts--at social networking sites--on hiatus: The Wall, The Nitwits, and the other accounts that served as archaic cyber repositories, that you might find at the "portals" section of the microeigengrau carcosite.

Maybe I would just keep the Karma Kolektib's Komiks FB page and site updated, had there been any necessary updates. And I might keep formspring alive, but I wouldn't answer--at the mean time--questions that are not thought provoking and are utterly senseless, based on my subjective, unfounded judgment.

Social networking sites kill time--and in my case, they kill dreams and sleep and the creativity I blindly claim to have. And before causing further damage that might require diagnosis someday, I'd rather stop--temporarily stop, until I get used to a routine that would benefit myself and my contacts.

After coming up with the discipline I ought to have, there would hopefully be lesser chances of tweeting trash or of posting irrelevant information. And I would again (supposedly) be of service to netizens by--at the very least--decreasing the garbage that keeps on piling up everyday in the entire cyberspace.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

A Friendly Reminder to UPCAT takers and an ROTC commentary

GO HOME na lang. Alright?

[Read on na lang for my points. Discouragement ito. Cynical na pananaw sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas. Kung ayaw mong makabasa ng ganun, pwede ka nang umexit sa page na ito. Salamat sa interes sa mapagpanggap na title ng post. Joke lang yung title. Hindi ito in English. Sorry. ]

Una, kasi, paUPCAT UPCAT ka pa, di ka naman papasa. Sayang yung gastos sa pinang-review mo para sa college entrance exams. Better, kung hindi ka na nag-review. Tulad ko. Pero lumusot naman akong Computer Science Program sa UPLB. Anyway, moving on.

Pangalawa, kung pumasa ka, di ka naman makakabayad. Dahil ipinasa noong 2006 ang 300% Tuition Increase. Bale, 1,000php na kada unit, by default ang babayaran mo. So, around 21,000php siguro yun, dahil sa misc. fees. At, may nabasa pa ako, sa Philippine Collegian ata yun, na posibleng umabot ng 1 million pesos kada taon na? Paki-verify. Di ako sure. Tinatamad ako magtanong kay Google.

Pangatlo, kung makabayad ka, hindi ka rin makakatapos. In general, dahil ipinanukala na naman ang mandatory ROTC. More on that later, kung bakit maari kang hindi makatapos dahil dito. In particular naman sa UPLB, dahil may pauso na itago na lang natin sa pangalang Large Lecture Class Policy. Bale, ganito lang naman yun: sa isang class, 200+ kayong mga estudyante. Ewan ko kung pano ka matututo dun. Unless, gusto mo magpaka-martyr--isang unfounded at unnecessary martrydom--sa pamamagitan ng pag-aaral nang mabuti dahil high ka sa ideya na "tagaUP naman ako, dapat lang magtiyaga kasi iskolar ng bayan para sa bayan at mga lingkod ng bayan at kabataan ang pag-asa ng bayan at kabataan ang messiah at lulutas sa krisis at bla bla bla." Gising gising. Droga talaga minsan ang teorya at "kaalaman" no? Kainis lalo pag niroromanticize tas dun nagtatapos.

Pang-apat, kung makatapos ka, wala namang trabaho. Kung meron man, kadalasan, hindi related sa kursong tinapos mo. Ika nga ng isang UP alumnus na hindi ko na maalala kung sino, dati daw parang passport mo na sa success sa career ang UP diploma. Ngayon, asa. Goodluck.

Panlima, kung magkatrabaho ka, mababa sweldo. At kung mataas sweldo, either swerte ka o may something. Pero, sige, ipagpalagay na lang nating swerte ka, para walang away. Ang trabaho at pagtatapos naman, hindi lang sa tiyaga o kakayanan. Laging may external factors. Hindi lahat ng UP graduate, kahit may latin surname pa yan, magagaling. Anyway, mag-iiwan na lang akong quote mula kay Confucius. Narinig ko to sa TV eh, sa isang show sa umaga. Yung may "punto por punto," kaso ampanget din ng suri nung Tsinoy na host. Pfft. Lagi na lang ako nalolost sa spontaneity kuno ko, eto yung quote:

“In a country well governed, poverty is something to be ashamed of. In a country badly governed, wealth is something to be ashamed of.” - Confucius

Yung suri niya sa ROTC, eh tulad ng suri ng madaming pa-moral at pa-nationalist, para daw sa ikauunlad ng bansa. Bakit ka di makakatapos sa UP o anumang University dahil sa ROTC? Sige, enumeration ulet. Pwede namang i-refute ang mga 'to. Kaso, ewan ko kung me nagbabasa netong blog ko. Feeling ko, wala naman. Hehe. Anyway, eto na.

Una, sa krisis sa edukasyon at sa krisis panlipunan, in one way or another, maari kang maging student-activist habang nasa kolehiyo. Pwedeng maging member ka ng mass organization, traditional organization, student institution tulad ng student council o student publication--or, at the very least, ng isang bloc o barkadahan.

Lahat ng ito, matatamaan ng policies na iluluwal ng education crisis. Tulad ng large class na nabanggit ko kanina. Tinetesting ito sa UPLB, tulad ng nakasanayan ng UP admin. Then, iiimplement sa buong UP system. Then, iiimplement sa other stat universities and colleges, at maging sa private schools. Tulad ng tuition increase. So, malamang magiging advocate ka ng something--unless wala ka talagang pakialam sa kahit anong bagay sa mundo. At anumang advocate ng something, ay tinatratong terorista--unless Social Democrat ka. Hehe. Though minsan, tinatamaan sila. Pero siyempre, mas madalas, mga National Democrat. At ang terorista, tinitiktikan ng AFP. At ang ROTC, ginagamit ng AFP.

Pangalawa, cool ka. Ayaw mo magpagupit. Ayaw mo magROTC.

Pangatlo, bakla ka. Or, di ka pa naga-out, pero may mga sintomas ka na. Tas dahil homophobe yang mga milits na hahawak sa ROTC, at dapat manly ka, ayaw mo magROTC.

Pang-apat, wag naman sana mangyari, mapagtitripan ka ng mga umaastang diyos ng ROTC. Worst case, matulad ka kay Mark Chua ng UST. Kung di mo siya kilala, i-google. May artik nga tungkol sa kanya sa wiki. Grabe ka naman kung hindi mo siya kilala. Kidding. Pero, di nga. Posibleng maulit ang trahedya.


Panlima, at pinakaseryoso [naks]. Tunay kang iskolar ng bayan. Naniniwala ka sa critical thinking. Tingin mo, bullsh*t ang kaisipang "yessir! yessir!" At kino-quote mo ang Yoko ng Eraserheads [
source]:

"Nasayang ang maghapon, ano ang napala?
Basura sa utak, sunburn sa batok at noo,
Nagmamartsang parang gago sa ilalim ng araw,
Baril na kahoy pinapaikot-ikot parang langaw

Paano irerespeto opiser na bobo?
Puro demitkadit, natutuli na ako,
Parang tooth decay, patakarang walang silbi,
Minsan gusto ko ng sumali ng NPA
Blow them shit away.

Tigilan na tong raket, raket ng gobyerno,
'Di ko na kelangan ng pang-aabuso nyo
Ginagawa kang puppet, puppet ng army,
Yoko na, yoko na, yoko na, yoko na, Yoko nang magCMT!

Sistemang paulit ulit, masyadong makulit,
Mukha ka pang niyog sa generic na gupit
Stick to the wall, both of you,
Don't eyeball me in the eye
Drop, give me a hundred and 10, Tunton kanan, sabay sabay.

Gastos lang tong uniporme,
Pakikialaman mula kuko hanggang bigote
Amoy Glo ka na sa kintab at dulas,
Putik at pawis ka na paglabas.

Tigilan na tong raket, raket ng gobyerno,
Di ko na kelangan ng pang-aabuso nyo,
Ginagawa kang puppet, puppet ng military,
Yoko na, yoko na, yoko na, yoko na, Yoko nang magCMT!"

So, ano? Disiplina ba talaga yang ROTC? Pagiging tunay na makabayan? Tignan mo sandatahang lakas natin at ang human rights violation record nila. Sa alternative press ha. Tae kasi mainstream media, kadalasan. At sabihin mo sa akin kung disiplinado sila at maka-"bayan," kung ang bayan sa kontekstong ito ay ang taumbayan at hindi ang gobyerno.

O, ano? Mag-uUPCAT ka pa? Go. Mag-aaral ka pa? Go. Give it your best shot. Goodluck. Sana iconsider mo ang mga naipunto kong mga payong kaibigan, kasi close tayo di ba? Kasi, magkaibigan tayo. Ediwag. Anyway, kung maguUPCAT ka, makakapasa, makakabayad, magkakatrabaho, ito lang sana: Paglingkuran ang Sambayanan.

[Naks, may ganung ending. Tss. Hehe.]

FS: Roman Empire Nostalgia

dalawa lang ito, actually.
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Let's sit and talk for a while. - Kumareng Emerlinda Roman tanong ni anonymous
Yes, and please try responding to my appeal! Else, let's sit, talk for a while, tapos, hampasan na ng sanggol, batuhan ng nasusunog na upuan, at hambalusan ng pillars ng quezon hall. Tas molotovan at balandrahan ng motorsiklo. (oo, violence. Sige, yung civility pips dyan, madadamay!) Joklang. baka maquote. Haha.

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After being rejected, what's the next best step? tanong ni anonymous
It depends. One could move on.

Outgoing UP President Roman telling the students to "move on" because the education fight is over, is another case though. The scholars of the people should never move on and continue asserting for higher state subsidy--despite the existence of a University President that tells a Student Regent (SR), "Ano ka, sinuswerte?" (You're feeling lucky, aren't you? Well you're not!), upon the SR's demand for a tuition moratorium.

(Did I get my facts and my grammar right? Hehe. Please do correct me if I had committed any mistake--whether regarding the form or the content. Anu ba kase, bat English ang tanong. Napilitan tuloy ako magpilipit ng dalira sa kakatype.)

Friday, August 6, 2010

Two National Artists on the Revolution

Found this while attempting to write something. Nope, I do not think the true revolution begins in the imagination--as I have read somewhere. I think, it began on the material condition of a colonized country--a particular class of the colony, where a certain Andres Bonifacio led an armed revolution. Anyway, I am not really into writing something lengthy. I just want to share this exchange of ideas between two national artists for literature. The first attachment is Dr. Lumbera's response to the speech delivered by F. Sionil Jose, when I was still a University n00b--or er.. a freshman, rather.
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‘Nagsimula na ang rebolusyon’ (a transcription)
Professor Emeritus Bienvenido Lumbera [source]

Nang matanggap ko ang kay Frankie na abstract, ang una kong reaksyon ay bakit sa kanyang pagsasabi na ang kanyang papaksain ay ang University of the Philippines and the Revolution, tila nakalimutan niya na nagsimula na ang rebolusyon na kanyang hinahanap, na sa mga huling taon ng Dekada ‘70 ay lumitaw ang isang kilusan na ang layunin ay agawin ang kapangyarihan mula sa kamay ng mga naghaharing uri upang mabigyan ang mga Pilipino ng tunay na kalayaan at ng demokrasya. Para bang ang hinihingi niya ay for UP to reinvent the revolution dahil sa kanya ang rebolusyon ay tinawag niyang nationalist, at sa kanyang pagpapaliwanag kanina, binanggit niya ang pangalan ni Bonifacio at kanyang sinabi na tila pagkakamali ni Jose Maria Sison na siya ay tumanaw sa Tsina upang humango ng ideolohiya na magiging tuntungan ng rebolusyon na kanyang nilalayon.

Ngayon, kung ating babalikan ang kasaysayan ng UP at ang relasyon nito sa rebolusyon, makikita natin na ‘yung tinatawag na First Quarter Storm ay isang panimulang hakbang ng mga kabataang nasa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas kaugnay ang iba pang kabataan sa iba pang unibersidad na simulan ang pag-agaw ng kapangyarihan mula sa kamay ng naghaharing uri, na sa pananalita ni Frankie ay ang elite ng Pilipinas. Sa hanay ng mga estudyante na naging bahagi ng FQS, totoo na mayroong mga lider na bumaliktad at ito ay isang bagay na hindi kataka-taka, dahil sa kasaysayan ng anumang rebolusyonaryong kilusan, habang tumatakbo ang panahon at kilusan, mayroong mga lider na tunay na bumabaliktad, pero ating pakasusuriin ang mga taong naging bahagi ng FQS. Marami sa kanila ang nagpatuloy at hanggang ngayon ay nasa kilusang pambansang demokrasya, na ang kanilang pinanghahawakang mga prinsipyo ay mga prinsipyo na kanilang natutunan sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas bukod pa sa kanilang pag-aaral ng iba pang kaisipan mula sa ibang bansa.

So, hirap kong tanggapin na may bagong rebolusyon na dapat harapin ang Unibersidad ng Pilipinas. At ito ay tinatawag niyang nationalist revolution.

Ang isa pang okasyon na ipinamalas ng UP ang kanyang rebolusyonaryong orientasyon ay ang Diliman Commune. Totoo na ang Diliman Commune ay naging tampulan ng maraming puna ng mga intelektwal, ng mga lider ng bansa, dahil sa mga kalabisan o pagmamalabis na nangyari noong panahon ng Diliman Commune. Pero iyon ay isang matatawag nating necessary step, necessary preparation for stepping up a revolutionary movement.

Matatandaan din natin na noong panahon ng martial law, isang panahon na ang media ay kontrolado ng estado, sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas lamang nanatiling buhay ang tinatawag nating freedom of the press, dahil sa pamamagitan ng Collegian at Diliman Review ay napaabot sa mga tao ang mga kaisipan na hindi pinapayagang malathala sa mga medyang kontrolado ng gobyerno.

Ang tatlong bagay na ito ay pagpapatunay na mayroon nang rebolusyon na nasimulan at nilahukan ang Unibersidad ng Pilipinas at hindi na kailangan na umibento tayong muli ng isa pang rebolusyon upang maganap ang pagbabagong hinahangad ng mga Pilipino. Sa pananalita ni Frankie—na medyo hindi kapani-paniwala para sa akin—‘yung kanyang pagsasabi na hindi siya naniniwala na kailanman ay magtatagumpay ang isang rebolusyong pinamumunuan ng mga komunista, dahil aniya, ang mga komunista ay katulad din ng mga liderato natin na may ego at paghahangad na itampok ang sarili sa halip na ang pag-ukulan ng pansin ay ang kalagayan ng masa.

Sa palagay ko, mahirap nating tuunan na mayroon na kaagad na parameters na ang isang revolutionary movement ay kinakailangang obserbahan. Ang tunay na rebolusyonaryo ay laging handang baguhin ang pagkilos, baguhin ang mga panukala, upang umangkop sa kalagayan at mapagtagumpayan ang lahat ng balakid sa rebolusyon. Kaya ‘yung inherent prejudice ni Frankie sa kilusan na pinamumunuan ng Partido Komunista ng Pilipinas ay hindi dapat maging pananaw ng lahat ng mga taong naghahangad ng pagbabago sa Pilipinas.

Several months ago, mayroon akong ginawang pag-aaral sa isang nobela ni Frankie, ‘yung nobela niyang Ermita. Ang Ermita ay isang nobela tungkol sa isang babaeng naging puta dahil gusto niyang maghiganti sa mga elite na nagtulak sa kanya upang mapabilang sa mga mahirap, ‘yung pamilya ng driver noong mayamang pamilya. Doon sa nobelang iyon, isang pagkakataon, minor plot point pero mayroong isang kabataang babae, anak ng isang dating puta, ang pangalan ay Lily, na bigla na lamang nawala. At ‘yung nanay ng kabataan ay nag-usisa, nagtanong sa maraming tao, pagkatapos ay inireport doon sa pangunahing tauhan na si Ermita, na nawawala ang kanyang anak. Ngayon, alam na noong si Ermita na ang anak ng babaeng ito ay namundok at sumali sa NPA. Ang sabi ng pangunahing tauhan ni Frankie, si Ermita, doon sa nanay, “Alam mo, dapat mong ipagmalaki ang iyong anak kasi ang ginawa niya ay isang bagay na dapat ay ginawa ko rin noong ako ay bata-bata pa.” So, wari, sa tingin ko, nandoon sa likod ng consciousness ni Frankie na mayroong magagawa ang isang rebolusyon na sinapian ni Lily. Ang nobela ay naganap noong martial law—ang lahat ng mga aksyon ay nangyari noong martial law—at ang kabataang ito ay nagsimula bilang aktibista, inililihim sa kanyang magulang ang kanyang pagiging aktibista hanggang magsuspetsa ang nanay na marahil ang kanyang anak ay nagpuputa na rin. Kaya nabahala masyado ang nanay at inireport doon kay Ermita. At si Ermita ang nagsiyasat kung ano ang talagang nangyari sa bata. Natuklasan nga niya na naging aktibista ang bata. Nag-usap sila, sinabi ng bata na siya ay natutong magsinungaling sa kanyang ina dahil alam niya na di siya mauunawaan ng kanyang nanay sa kanyang pagpapasya na sumali sa mga demonstrasyon at mga rally. Ngayon, nang mamundok si Lily, doon nga sinabi ni Ermita na ‘yon ay dapat ginawa na rin niya. Kaya tila sa tingin ko mayroon ding pagkilala sa nobela ni Frankie na mayroong maibubungang mabuti itong pagsali ni Lily sa kilusang rebolusyonaryo.

Ngayon, sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas, bagama’t binanggit ko ang tatlong pangyayari na nagpapakita ng kaugnayan ng UP at ng rebolusyon, makikita natin na pagkaraan ng Edsa, nagkaroon ng paghupa ng revolutionary fervor sa hanay ng mga estudyante at ‘di lamang ng mga estudyante kundi pati sa hanay ng mga guro. Ang pinakahuling manipestasyon nito, at palagay ko isang bagay ito na dapat ungkatin dahil may kinalaman ito sa nationalist revolution: Nang magkaroon ng muling pagsisiyasat sa general education curriculum, ang isang kapansin-pansin ay ang pagtatanggal ng mga kurso na siyang pinaka-votive power ng nationalism sa ating Unibersidad, at ito ay ang pag-aaral ng kasaysayan ng Pilipinas at ang pag-uukol ng pansin sa mga usapin na may kaugnayan sa kalagayan ng Pilipinas. ‘Yung RGEP sa tingin ko ay isang manipestasyon—hindi siya mismo ang dahilan ng paghupa ng fervor kundi manipestasyon na nagkaroon na ng pagbabago sa hanay ng mga namumuno sa Unibersidad tungkol sa mga pangangailangan ng isang tunay na makabayang edukasyon. Kaya binanggit ko ito ay sa kadahilanang kung ang hinihingi natin sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas ay isang nationalist revolution, sa kasalukuyang takbo ng mga patakaran sa ating Unibersidad, tila hindi na mangyayari iyon. Inaasahan natin na magkakaroon ng muling pagsusuri sa kalagayan ng Unibersidad ng Pilipinas at sa mga darating na araw ay maibabalik ang pagkilala sa kasaysayan ng Pilipinas bilang isang susing aralin sa Unibersidad upang mapatingkad ang nasyonalismo sa ating bansa.



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REVOLUTION & UP [source]
(Speech delivered by the F. Sionil Jose at UP Diliman on Nov 23, 2004)

What is an old man like myself doing here, talking about revolution? Hindsight is the lowest form of wisdom. I can tell you what it was like when your campus was nothing but cogon waste, when all those trees that line your streets were just saplings.

I can tell you also, why we were left behind by all our neighbors when in the Fifties and the Sixties we were the richest, most progressive country in the region, when Seoul and Tokyo were ravaged by war; Kuala Lumpur and Jakarta were mere kampongs; when Bangkok was a sleepy town crisscrossed by canals. I never
was in China till 1979, but I know in the Forties that country was always threatened by famine. It had a population then of only half a billion. Now, with more than a billion people famine is no longer a threat, although hunger still lurks in some of its distant regions.

Hunger has always been with some of us, too, but not as much as it now when so many poor Filipinos eat only once a day. Altanghap, I wonder how many of you know what that word means.

So then, why are we poor? Why do women flee to foreign cities to work as housemaids, as prostitutes?

We are poor because we have lost our ethical moorings, despite of those massive religious rallies of El Shaddai, those neo-gothic churches of the Iglesia ni Kristo sprouting all over the country, in spite of the nearly 400 years of Catholic evangelization.

How can we build an ethical society? We must remember that so-called values are neutral -- that so much depends on how people use them. James Fallows' thesis on our damaged culture, which many of us understand, is neither permanent nor inherent.

Ramon Magsaysay infused public life in the Fifties with discipline and morality, Arsenio Lacson as mayor of Manila cleaned up City Hall. Even today, shining examples of honesty among in our public officials exist, but they are few and far between and they are not institutionalized.

And it is precisely here where the university comes in with its courses in the humanities.

Of all the arts, only literature teaches us ethics. Literature presents us with problems, complex equations that deal with the human spirit and how often the choice between right and wrong is made. In this process, we are compelled to use our conscience, to validate the choices we make, and render the meaning, the
pith of our existence.

The university then is the real cathedral of a nation, and its humanities, particularly its literature department, the altar. But how many possess this sense of worth and mission?

To know ourselves, to make good and proper use of our consciences, we must know our own history. So few of us do, in fact, we nurture no sense of the past.

If our teachers know our history, if they soak it in their bones, then it follows that they also impart this very same marrow to their students.

If this is so, how come that when Bongbong Marcos visited Diliman sometime ago, he was mobbed by students who wanted his autograph? How come that in La Salle, business students cited Marcos as the best President this country ever had?

Not too long ago, I spoke before freshmen at the Ateneo and was told that since so many practice bribery, it must be right, or how could anyone get things done if palms are not greased?

In this university are professors who served Marcos. Have they ever been asked what their role was?

We are poor because we are not moral. Can this immorality as evidenced by widespread corruption be quantified? Yes, about P23 billion a year is lost, according to NGO estimates.

We are poor because we have no sense of history, and therefore, no sense of nation. The nationalism that was preached to my generation by Claro M. Recto and Lorenzo Tanada was phony; how could they have convinced so many intellectuals to analyze that inward, socially meaningless nationalism.

Recto and Tanada opposed agrarian reform, the single most important political act that could have lifted this country then from poverty and released the peasantry from its centuries-old bondage.

We are poor because our elite from way back had no sense of nation -- they collaborated with whoever ruled the Spaniards, the Japanese, the Americans and in recent times, Marcos. Our elite imbibed the values of the colonizer.

And worst of all, these wealthy Filipinos did not modernize this country - they sent abroad their wealth distilled from the blood and sweat of our poor. The rich Chinese to China, to Taiwan, to Hong Kong, the rich mestizos to Europe and the rich Indios like Marcos to Switzerland and the United States -- money that
could have developed this nation.

How do we end this shameless domestic colonialism? The ballot failed; the bullet then ? How else but through the cleansing power of revolution. Make no mistake about it -- revolution means the transfer of power from the decadent upper classes to the lower classes. Revolution is class war whose objective is justice
and freedom.

Who will form the vanguard of change? Who else but the very people who will benefit from it.

Listen, when I was researching for my novel POON at the New York Public Library, I came across photographs of our soldiers of the 1896 revolution felled in their trenches by American guns. I looked closely and found that most of them were barefoot. They were peasants.

The peasant is the truest nationalist. He works the land with his hands, he knows instinctively what the term Motherland means. He loves this earth, even worships it. The Ilocano farmer calls it Apo Daga.

But never romanticize the poor. Once, a group of PhDs lamented the futility of their efforts in organizing and motivating them. When the elections came that year, the poor sold their votes or voted for Erap.

Understand why they are often lazy, contemptible, fawning, cheating and stealing. Imagine yourself not having a centavo in your pocket now, and you don't know if you will eat tonight. There is nothing honorable about poverty -- it is totally dehumanizing and degrading. But once the very poor are roused from
their stupor, they become the bravest, the most steadfast. Remember, those Watawat ng Lahi followers felled by Constabulary guns on Taft Avenue in 1965? They believed that with their faith they were invincible.

It is with such faith and righteousness that our peasants rebelled in living memory, the Colorums in 1931, the Sakdals in 1935, and the Huks in 1949-53.

The Moro rebellion, the New People's Army -- the cadres of both are from our very poor, just like it was in 1896. And now, here is the most tragic contradiction in our country. Our Armed Forces -- its officers corps -- many come from the lower classes, too; they go to their exalted positions through public examinations and entry to the Philippine Military Academy. Our Armed Forces enlisted men -- most of them come from the very poor.

When the poor kill the poor, who profits?

THE IDEOLOGY OF THE REVOLUTIONS

Revolution starts in the mind and heart. It alters attitudes to enable us to think beyond ourselves, family and ethnicity to encompass the whole nation. If the communists win, and I don't think they ever will, they will rule just as badly because they are Filipinos unable to go beyond barnacled habits of mind, hostage as they always are to friends and family and to towering egos. The same egos aborted the revolution in 1896, the EDSA revolution in 1986, and now, we see the same egos wrecking havoc on the Communist Party. We see these egos eroding our already rotten political system.

The core belief that should guide us in redeeming our unhappy country is in our history, in our peasantry. It is not in textbooks, in foreign intellectual idols, in Marx. And what is this ideology which Bonifacio believed in? Which those barefoot soldiers killed by the Americans believed in? Pedro Close, the peasant leader who led the Colored uprising in Taut, Parnassian in 1931, said is this: "God resides in every man. God created earth, water and air for all men. It is against God's laws for one family or one group to own them."

God and country; translate this belief into your own words and there you have it in its simplest terms the creed with which the unfulfilled revolution of 1896 was based, and which should be the same creed that should forge unity among us.

Who will lead the revolution?

Certainly, not the masa, but one from the masa who understands them, who will not betray them the way our leaders betrayed the masa. Estrada is the most shameful example of that leadership that betrayed.

The leaders of the revolution could be in this university who have the education, but who are not shackled by alien concepts, or the attitudes of superiority that destroy leadership. Such leaders, like Ho Chi Minh, must lead by sterling example, with integrity, courage, compassion and willingness to sacrifice, who know that when the revolution is won, it is time to change from conspirators to even better administrators, remembering that they must now work even harder to produce better and cheaper products. And this massive work of modernization can be achieved in one generation. The Koreans, Taiwanese and the Japanese did it. It is not the Confucian ethic that enabled them to do this; they understood simply the logic of government, which is service, and that of commerce, which is profit.

By what right do I have to urge revolution upon our people who will suffer it? What right do I have to urge the young to sacrifice, the poor to get even poorer, if they embrace the revolutionary creed?

I have no such right, nor will I call it such. I call it duty, duty, duty. Duty for all of us rooted in our soil, who believe that our destiny is freedom.

Not everyone can bear arms, or have the physical strength to stand up, to shout loudly about the injustices that prevail around us.

Those who cannot do these, who cannot be part of this radical movement, must not help those who enslave us. Do not give them legitimacy as so many gave legitimacy to Marcos. Recognize, identify our enemies and oppose them with all your means.

This will then test integrity, commitment.

Nobody need tell us the exorbitant cost of revolution, the lives that will be lost, senselessly even as when Pol Pot massacred thousands of his own countrymen in Cambodia. We who lived through the Japanese Occupation know what hunger, fear and flight mean.

Joseph Conrad, Albert Camus and Jose Rizal -- writers I admire deeply, all warned against revolution because it breeds tyrants, becaust it does not always bring change. But look around us, at the thousands of Filipinos who are debased and hungry, who are denied justice. Be shamed if you don't act. And as Salud Algabre, the Sakdal general said in 1935, "No rebellion fails. Each is a step in the right direction."

Revolution need not even have to be bloody. How many lives were lost at Edsa 1? Not even 20. So Cory goes around telling the world that she had restored democracy in the Philippines. Sure enough, we know have free elections, free speech, free assembly but these are the empty shells of democratic institutions because the real essence of democracy does not exist here. And that real essence is in the stomach -- as when the taxi driver in Tokyo eats the same sashimi as the Japanese emperor, or the bus driver in Washington who can eat the same steak as President Bush in the White House. Contrast these with that jobless Cavite laborer whose two children died because he fed them garbage. No, Cory Aquino's EDSA revolution could not even have our garbage properly collected. Worse, 19 farmer demonstrators were killed near Malacanang because she refused to see
them. True to her oligarchic class, she declared a revolutionary government without doing anything revolutionary; instead, she turned Edsa 1 into a restoration of the old oligarchy. So today, we are reaping the results of her negligence, ignorance and folly.

Yet, even capitalism can be very helpful. South Korea is a very good example of how capital was formed by corruption, and how a single-minded general lifted that nation from the ashes of the Koren War, into the thriving economy, which Korea is today.

Remember the slogans of American capitalism -- a chicken in every pot, a Ford in every garage. Money is like fertilizer -- to do any good it must be spread around. Those robber barons at the turn of the 19th century were rapacious, they exploited their worker, but they built industries, railroads, banks, the sinews
of American capitalism. And the most important thing - they kept their money home to develop America. Unlike our rich Chinese, our rich mestizos and the likes of Marcos who sent their money abroad to keep us poor. They are the enemy.

It has been said again and again that we are, indeed, a young nation compared with other Asian countries whose august civilizations date back to 2,000 years or more. Indeed, so are the Filipinos who shaped this nation --- those who led the revolution against Spain -- they were all young, like you are, in their 20s
or early 30s. Rizal was 34 when he was martyred.

How then do we keep young without having to grow old only to see the fire in our having to grow old only to see the fire in our minds and hearts die? How does the nation's leading university maintain its vitality, its youth against the ravages of consumerism, of globalism?

How else but to keep the mind ever healthy, ever alive by empowering it with those ideas that nurture change and revolution itself, by ingesting the technological age so that we can use technology for realizing our ideals.

How else but to embrace the ideas that make us doubt technology, society, even revolution itself, but never, never about who we are, what we should do and hope to be.

We cannot be beholden to any other nation. Jose Maria Sison doomed his revolution when he turned to China for assistance; he ignored the "objective reality" -- the latent anti-Chinese feeling among Filipinos, in fact among all Southeast Asians who fear a Chinese hegemony.

We must mold our own destiny, infusing it with the strength of a sovereign people. The Americans, the English, French, Russians, Cubans, Chinese, and Vietnamese -- all achieved their unique revolutions. We must have our very own, defined only by us.

How to build it, direct it, use it for the betterment of our lives, the flowering of liberty -- I see all these as the major function of the university which, after all, shapes our leaders. I pray that UP will graduate the best
doctors, the best engineers, the best teachers, the best bureaucrats. The revolution needs them all. But most of all, let this university of the people produce the ultimate modernizer, the heroic nationalist revolutionary -- we need him most of all.

FS: Selected Personal Q&A pt1

Sinungaling ako. Nagpost ako ng personal na mga tanong. Kasi, dapat aktib akong blogger. Dapat, makapagpanggap. K? (Dapat, may maisulat ako bukas dito. Tapusin ko lang tong mga pambubullshet kong mga pagpapanggap na writer. Baka tungkol sa ROTC ang post ko bukas. Pero wag umasa. Ayokong nagpapaasa. Joke. Haba ng segue. Kainis.)
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Kung tatakbo kang presidente ng Pilipinas,sino gusto möng mag-endorse sa'yo? tanong ni ashleyamydala

Si Alan Moore. Para anarkista. Para mapanindigan na ang pagiging anarkista. Wahaha. Or basta comics guy.

Lupa o buhangin? tanong ni anonymous

Lupa. Masyadong masaya ang buhangin at naaassociate sa naghahabulang DTNL sa beach. Ang lupa, tunay na lalake. Mas \m/etal. Malabong sagot sa malabong tanong na hindi ko alam ang patutunguhan.

ano ang favorite mong banda? tanong ni anonymous

Tool. Tsaka yung pa-avantgarde na metal shit. Tsaka mga progressive at psychedelic. Tsaka marami pang iba. Andaming sinabi, fave band lang ang tanong.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

FS: Makabagong "Pakikibaka"

Ano ang pagtingin mo sa mga makabagong paraan ng "pakikibaka"? tanong ni truthandgrace

tulad ng "makabago" o contemporary genres ng anumang art form--panitikan o sining-biswal o anuman, dapat may paglingon pa rin ito sa "traditional" o "conventional" o "klasikal."

kaso, kung magpapartikular tayo sa activism, syempre may ibang factors na dapat iconsider.

kung gagamitin nating halimbawa ang "pakikibaka" ng USC--na marapat lang manindigan sa consti na tinatanganan nila--hindi ako gaanong sang-ayon sa mga activities.

from an outsider's point of view, hindi ko gets ang deeper meaning ng party against large class at hindi malinaw ang naging game plan nila o overall design para sa campaign against large class kung mayroon man. isa pa, re: sona, antagal tagal na nilang naglabas ng teaser, pero natapos ito sa teaser. bagamat napuri ito diumano ng ANC (media outfit na fan's club ni PeNoy), hindi pa rin ako nasapatan sa "makabagong paraan ng pakikibaka" na ipinakita nila, at least sa cyberspace.

bilang alumnus (naks), oks sa kin ang "pakikibaka" ng karma kolektib. masaya akong naitatag ang grupong iyon dahil lumalahok sila sa collective na pagkilos ng student movement, at gumagamit ng creative means ng pagregister ng dissent. parang blog entry na ang sagot ko ano. hehe. sorry naman.

Formspring Posts

From this day on, I would post some of the questions I answered at formspring--those which I believe are somehow relevant, and those that are not merely about my self. I am also thinking of limiting questions and disallowing anonymous posts. I just think some discussions might be of interest to some people, but some information might be used against me someday. I am still considering things as I consider and weigh things concerning my life. Yak. Drama. Going back to what this post is actually all about:

This decision to post formspring questions and answers is to give people the illusion that this blog is not actually idle. And I also hope that this post would begin a routine of writing and drawing and being pseudo-creatively quasi-intellectual. Haha. Since I have indulged in consuming ideas and not producing anything worthy for public consumption, I'd have to do (or seemingly do) something as service to netizens who do not care about personal blogs such as this anyway.

wasak. labo.