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Sunday, December 19, 2010

Some writers on writing

from [source]

hindi ko alam kung anong maitutulong nito sa mundo. pero, eto. andito na ito eh. at andyan na yan dati pa. ikaw na ang bahala sa maari mong gawin sa mga ito (Disclaimer: I don't necessarily agree to these, pero nafilter ko naman na, somehow, yung mga pinakahindi ko pinaniniwalaan. Pagpasensyahan na ang formatting, lalo pag nafeed sa FB):

"Who is more to be pitied, a writer bound and gagged by policemen or one living in perfect freedom who has nothing more to say?" / "We have to continually be jumping off cliffs and developing our wings on the way down." / "Here is a lesson in creative writing. First rule: Do not use semicolons. They are transvestite hermaphrodites representing absolutely nothing. All they do is show you've been to college."
Kurt Vonnegut

"A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song."
Maya Angelou

"We write to taste life twice, in the moment and in retrospect."
Anaïs Nin

"Deliver me from writers who say the way they live doesn't matter. I'm not sure a bad person can write a good book. If art doesn't make us better, then what on earth is it for." Alice Walker

"How vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood up to live."
Henry David Thoreau

"Always be a poet, even in prose." Charles Baudelaire

"Find out the reason that commands you to write; see whether it has spread its roots into the very depth of your heart; confess to yourself you would have to die if you were forbidden to write." Rainer Maria Rilke

"A good poem is a contribution to reality. The world is never the same once a good poem has been added to it. A good poem helps to change the shape of the universe, helps to extend everyone's knowledge of himself and the world around him."
Dylan Thomas

"DWIGHT: Stay smart. Stay cool. It's time to prove to you're friends that you're worth a damn. Sometimes that means dying. Sometimes it means killing a whole lot of people." Frank Miller

"And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt."
Sylvia Plath

"Fiction is the truth inside the lie."
Stephen King / Truman Capote (anu ba goodreads :L nambabluff ka ba?)

"If you don't have time to read, you don't have the time (or the tools) to write. Simple as that." / "Any word you have to hunt for in a thesaurus is the wrong word. There are no exceptions to this rule." Stephen King

"If my doctor told me I had only six minutes to live, I wouldn't brood. I'd type a little faster." Isaac Asimov

"My aim is to put down on paper what I see and what I feel in the best and simplest way." Ernest Hemingway

"In old days books were written by men of letters and read by the public. Nowadays books are written by the public and read by nobody." / "Those who find ugly meanings in beautiful things are corrupt without being charming. This is a fault. Those who find beautiful meanings in beautiful things are the cultivated. For these there is hope. They are the elect to whom beautiful things mean only Beauty. There is no such thing as a moral or an immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all."
Oscar Wilde

"A writer is a person who cares what words mean, what they say, how they say it. Writers know words are their way towards truth and freedom, and so they use them with care, with thought, with fear, with delight. By using words well they strengthen their souls. Story-tellers and poets spend their lives learning that skill and art of using words well. And their words make the souls of their readers stronger, brighter, deeper." Ursula K. Le Guin

"You're miserable, edgy and tired. You're in the perfect mood for journalism."
Warren Ellis (TRANSMETROPOLITAN ito, ano! Wasak talaga nun!)

"If there's a book that you want to read, but it hasn't been written yet, then you must write it." Toni Morrison

"I write differently from what I speak, I speak differently from what I think, I think differently from the way I ought to think, and so it all proceeds into deepest darkness." Franz Kafka

"Ideas are like rabbits. You get a couple and learn how to handle them, and pretty soon you have a dozen." / "Literature was not promulgated by a pale and emasculated critical priesthood singing their litanies in empty churches - nor is it a game for the cloistered elect, the tinhorn mendicants of low calorie despair. Literature is as old as speech. It grew out of human need for it, and it has not changed except to become more needed. The skalds, the bards, the writers are not separate and exclusive. From the beginning, their functions, their duties, their responsibilities have been decreed by our species. (--speech at the Nobel Banquet at the City Hall in Stockholm, December 10, 1962)" John Steinbeck

"Better a good journalist than a poor assassin." Jean-Paul Sartre

"Lock up your libraries if you like, but there is no gate, no lock, no bolt that you can set upon the freedom of my mind." Virginia Woolf

"Literature was not born the day when a boy crying "wolf, wolf" came running out of the Neanderthal valley with a big gray wolf at his heels; literature was born on the day when a boy came crying "wolf, wolf" and there was no wolf behind him."
Vladimir Nabokov

"A blank piece of paper is God's way of telling us how hard it to be God."
Sidney Sheldon

"The poet or the revolutionary is there to articulate the necessity, but until the people themselves apprehend it, nothing can happen ... Perhaps it can't be done without the poet, but it certainly can't be done without the people. The poet and the people get on generally very badly, and yet they need each other. The poet knows it sooner than the people do. The people usually know it after the poet is dead; but that's all right. The point is to get your work done, and your work is to change the world."
James Baldwin

"When my horse is running good, I don't stop to give him sugar." / "Read, read, read. Read everything -- trash, classics, good and bad, and see how they do it. Just like a carpenter who works as an apprentice and studies the master. Read! You'll absorb it.
Then write. If it's good, you'll find out. If it's not, throw it out of the window."
William Faulkner

"A good writer possesses not only his own spirit but also the spirit of his friends."
Friedrich Nietzsche

"Everybody gets told to write about what they know. The trouble with many of us is that at the earlier stages of life we think we know everything- or to put it more usefully, we are often unaware of the scope and structure of our ignorance."
Thomas Pynchon

"Writing is both mask and unveiling." E.B. White

"What is the purpose of writing? For me personally, it is really to explain the mystery of life, and the mystery of life includes, of course, the personal, the political, the forces that make us what we are while there's another force from inside battling to make us something else." Nadine Gordimer

"Being a writer is a very peculiar sort of a job: it's always you versus a blank sheet of paper (or a blank screen) and quite often the blank piece of paper wins."
"This is how you do it: you sit down at the keyboard and you put one word after another until its done. It's that easy, and that hard." Neil Gaiman

"Writers are really people who write books not because they are poor, but because they are dissatisfied with the books which they could buy but do not like."
Walter Benjamin

"One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple." Jack Kerouac

"Your intuition knows what to write, so get out of the way." Ray Bradbury

"The purpose of a writer is to keep civilization from destroying itself." Albert Camus

"Every writer I know has trouble writing. " Joseph Heller

"An author in his book must be like God in the universe, present everywhere and visible nowhere." Gustave Flaubert

"The author should die once he has finished writing. So as not to trouble the path of the text." Umberto Eco

A bad book is as much of a labor to write as a good one; it comes as sincerely from the author's soul." Aldous Huxley

"Writing fiction is the act of weaving a series of lies to arrive at a greater truth." Khaled Hosseini

"great writers are indecent people / they live unfairly / saving the best part for paper. / good human beings save the world / so that bastards like me can keep creating art, / become immortal. / if you read this after I am dead / it means I made it." Charles Bukowski (The People Look Like Flowers At Last: New Poems)

"To present a whole world that doesn’t exist and make it seem real, we have to more or less pretend we’re polymaths. That’s just the act of all good writing."
William Gibson

"Vigorous writing is concise." William Strunk

"No one has ever written, painted, sculpted, modeled, built, or invented except literally to get out of hell." / "All writing is filth." Antonin Artaud

(Tas naggoogle ulit ako para malaman nang ang somehow saktong words nito:)

“Art is not a mirror held up to reality, but a hammer with which to shape it.”
Bertolt Brecht

“The writer must earn money in order to be able to live and to write, but he must by no means live and write for the purpose of making money.”
Karl Marx

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Post;poned / Proseproned


I am thinking of bidding farewell to this blog. Or maybe focus on another blog. A new one untainted with shadows of the yesteryears--which shall not be possible, of course. And by the way, is it true that there yahoo!services are shutting down, besides geocities? I hope google, gmail, blogspot and other tied-in web service wont follow suit. I have too much to lose, if blogspot fvcks up and decides to fvck others by completely fvcking up into non-existence. (Well, perhaps this is an exaggeration since, maybe, we all still have something left to lose. Now, most of us, I think, can do without their friendster, multiply, myspace and other similar accounts in social networking sites. The case of excesses is most probably similar with stock e/ comic /books, films, music and other media--piling up, as we speak, remaining unread, unwatched, unlistened to, and so on.)

Anyway, back to microeigengrau carcosite concerns, I think I have at least five unpublished drafts kept in this particular carcosite and I am still hesitating or maybe opting to prolong their temporary deferral (sic! madi-dig ito ng mga tagaUPLB na medyo nagaabang ng updates sa campus issues!). For now, I want to start a webcomics project. But I don't know if I'll be able to regularly keep it updated. Would post the new website here, after posting the first entry. I have ten blogs at the moment. And only this one is being utilized. Ugh. I need to sort a lot of things out, and sort my life in the process, as well. I hope to get everything done before this year ends. Or, initially set things and other related matters for the grand design. Whatever that means. Early holiday greetings to all. I'd like to recycle something from last year to end this post:




(Imported the microeigengrau carcosite here. Shall fix things soon.)

Friday, December 17, 2010

Freed, the 43

Detained for ten months
Were forty-three healthworkers
Freed by the People.




Morong 43.
Illegally arrested.
Released through Protest.


Monday, December 13, 2010

ZINE LAUNCH after STRIKE!

DEKALIBRE cultural night / ZINE LAUNCH after STRIKE! [source]
Time 15 December · 07:00 - 10:00
Location CAS ANX @ Ruins University of the Philippines Los Baños, Philippines
Created by: Karma Komiks (spearheaded by UPLB Writers' Club)
More info the ELBI LAUNCH of "PANAYAM KAY IO" and
"COLLECTED VANDALISM: The Portable Gallery of Karma Kolektib #1:
A Small Press Against the Large Lecture Class Policy + Karmalendaryo 2011"

COLLECTED VANDALISM shall be sold at ??php
(This shall be updated as soon as possible!)
PANAYAM KAY IO, and LIHIM ng mga LESPU at 35php
ANG ENGKWENTRO SA PALMA BRIDGE NG MGA BATANG
PINALAYA(S) SA SINAPUPUNAN with a new cover at ??php
(depende kung ixexerox o ipprint)

mula sa UPLBWC

"Sa gitna ng nakaambang pagkaltas sa badyet ng UP at pagtaas ng
bayarin sa dormitoryo, pagningasin natin muli ang pagkundena sa
pinakamalaking bigwas sa demokratikong access sa edukasyong UP
- ang Tuition and Other Fees Increase.

DEKALIBRE: Depamilyarisasyon sa oryentasyon ng
Dekalidad at Libreng edukasyon sa UP

Disyembre 15, 2010 | 7:00PM | CAS Annex 2 Ruins, UP Los Baños

Hatid ng UPLB WRITERS' CLUB
sa pakikipagtulungan sa KARMA KOLEKTIB."

Sunday, December 12, 2010

12th of 12th! 3 days to go and we STRIKE!


I've said most of what I wanted to say in the Foreword part of the first anthology of Kartunista (KarMa) Manunulat. Feel free to browse any zine-like whatever I have with me, upon any ELBI encounter. Thoughts are, supposedly, free anyway. To sum up what has been said (and, perhaps done), the stakeholders of UPLB are faced with challenges larger than the large class policy. Amidst U.P.'s 300% tuition increase in 2006 under the Roman Empire, austerity measures were implemented--and any dissent was ignored, if not prohibited or violently silenced. Student institutions were paralyzed with administrative orchestrations, organizations were harassed and so on.

Now, four years after, amidst the P1.39B budget cut, there is an impending dorm fee increase (1000php / month?) and there are, as usual, upcoming commercialization schemes. The difference, though, is that the students, I think, now knew how to face these violations of academic freedom and democratic rights (in UPLB's case, without their University Student Council that, again, allegedly went to the beach while other councils during the GASC were deliberating on the stance re: budget cut! Isn't this delinquency, if not an utter manifestation of mediocrity? or even neglect of sworn duty, ie, to represent the students? Is this what they deem collegial and academic? Honor and excellence pala, ha.). There was once a day when it seems like the global education sector is on strike. Now, four years after, the 15th marks the 4th anniversary of Tuition and Other Fee Increases.

Some students though chose to divide to studentry by instilling malice against student leaders they deem delinquent--and this grouplet (same students that I'm pertaining to in the previous paragraph!), upon further scrutiny are actually the ones who fail, not just in their academics. They are delinquent in being scholars of the people as well, since they often shun the title as they'd rather call themselves scholars FOR the people, thus separating them in their ivory towers as mere charity or donors or givers to their poor, invalid, helpless, uneducated countrymen. The admin lapdogs, rabid lapdogs, in studentskin are, again, hiding in the guise of their flawed and ridiculous advocacies, which include pointing a finger at the Left and digging up insignificant corpses and magnifying trivial issues. Pero campaigning against budget cut and commercialization of education? May pasok / exam / field trip / gimik / akads / date / party / meeting / beach / escapade / atpbng excuse sila!


This is what KarMa's objective reality is, during its fourth anniversary and Kartunista-Manunulat Kolektib would still live up to the challenges of the most trying of the times. It is in this light that we encourage our fellow students to join the ranks of the larger studentry (and join with 'benevolent' forces even outside the youth sector) to assert for higher state subsidy for basic social services and criticize state abandonment of education. This is why we shall support and join the STRIKE on December 15. DEKALIBRE, a cultural night for free and quality education, then follows. Raising particular concerns re: education-related issues are the zines that we shall make available during the consecutive events.

LIHIM NG MGA LESPU has always been a rarity during comics conventions since, I think, no local komiks / illustrated narrative dares to be this political, especially during these dark times when a statement against the fascist state is equivalent to putting one's life in danger--other than being unpopular. The story is about a keen photographer who discovers something after joining the LAKBAYAN or the long march of the peasants from the Southern Tagalog region to Mendiola. LESPU, originally an ENG106 (Creative Writing) submission, was accepted as a workshop piece at the 10th IYAS Creative Writing Workshop.

ANG ENGKWENTRO SA PALMA BRIDGE NG MGA BATANG PINALAYA(S) SA SINAPUPUNAN, with a new cover (and title?!), and PANAYAM KAY IO are loosely connected stories that attempts to reimagine the Oblation and other related matters / issues / symbols / whatsoever U.P. stood for. Both also tells of an implicit war. Anyway, the former was a FIL20 (Piling mga Katha sa Panitikang Pilipino) requirement while the latter was the first wall komiks of KarMa. While jumpstarting and developing my other narratives including the coma200(Creative output) ANG FEBRUARY FAIR NG DIS PATER), PANAYAM was incubated for four years and it shall be released for the very first time in ELBI on the 15th. It was first sold at the BLTX.

Finally, the COLLECTED VANDALISM #1: THE PORTABLE GALLERY OF KARMA KOLEKTIB titled "A SMALL PRESS AGAINST THE LARGE LECTURE CLASS POLICY" + KARMALENDARYO 2011, our very first anthology, is the star of our ZINE LAUNCHING (Salamat sa UPLB Writers' Club). The title said everything I have to say.


So, cross the 15th on you calendar and please do attend the STRIKE then the DEKALIBRE cultural night tentatively set at the CAS Anx2 Ruins, before going on vacation, if you call what you are about to have "a vacation." Anyway, we might leave copies of the zines at Crazy Carabaos. We shall deliberate re: participating in KOMIKSTRIP 2011. Presyong negosyante kasi ang tables for indie eh. Sana makadiskarte, madala man lamang doon kahit papaano ang campaigns!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

15, before the 15th!

Dahil nakakatamad magplug, copypaste ko na lang ang nasa FB. Katatapos ko lang maglayout ng isa at after maglayout ng ilan pa, tsaka na ako magpproofread. Anyway, eto ang stat message na walang pakialam sa character constraint shit:

"UPLB! Markahan sa Kalendaryo: DEC15! STUDENTSTRIKE! DEKALIBRE cultural night kontra-state abandonment of education! Karma Komiks LAUNCH mala-ZINES: ELBI launch ng PANAYAM KAY IO, may copies pa ng LIHIM NG MGA LESPU at siyempre, ang COLLECTED VANDALISM: THE PORTABLE GALLERY OF KARMA KOLEKTIB #1 na tentatively titled THE SMALL PRESS AGAINST THE LARGE LECTURE CLASS POLICY. May kasama itong 2011 Calendar! Kaya markahan sa Kalendaryo, DEC15! To be announced pa ang venue, pero somewhere sa ELBI lang yan. Umaga til afternoon siguro ang STRIKE, gabi, malamang ang CULT NIGHT at ZINE LAUNCH."

Laos na to, pero wala akong pake, trip trip lang!

15 Characters

The Rules: Don't take too long to think about it. Fifteen fictional characters (television, films, plays, books, video games) who've influenced you and that will always stick with you. List the first fifteen you can recall in no more than fifteen minutes. Tag at least fifteen friends, including me, because I'm interested in seeing what characters my friends choose.

01. Raskolnikov (Crime and Punishment)
02. Spider Jerusalem! (Transmetropolitan)
03. Homer Simpson (Malamang!)
04. Mack the Knife (The Threepenny Opera)
05. "Pinhead" (Hellraiser)
06. The Great Cthulhu (Lovecraftian Mythos)
07. Qfwfq (Cosmicomics)
08. Tralfalmadorians (Slaughterhouse-Five)
09. V (for Vendetta!)
10. Diablos (Final Fantasy VIII)
11. Folken Fanel (Vision of Escaflowne)
12. Reiko (Contemplating Reiko)
13. Nathan Explosion (Metalocalypse)
14. Lord Fanny (The Invisibles)
15. Joker-Batman Tandem (Eh?)

Friday, December 10, 2010

KarMa Month?


It is the 10th of December. Besides Kartunista-Manunulat Kolektib's 4th anniversary, it is the 62nd Anniversary as well of International Human Rights' Day. Somehow, this is good news, though, of course, it should have been done earlier and the 43 healthworkers should not have been detained in the first place, and they shouldn't have suffered 43 weeks of detention as computed here. As mentioned in the previous entry, this is human rights week, though, of course, human rights week should be observed not just on this season of the year. Anyway, please allow me to tell of this week and other related matters of concern (parang lahat ng bagay ata yun a, kasi lahat magkakaugnay. Ay, nga pala "KarMaalala Mo Kaya" dapat ang pamagat nito, nagbago lang ang isip ko! Ang wasak na ang lame na ewan!)

After BLTX, the FACTSHEET5 exhibit opening and RIGHTSv.3 NCR screening, came another tiring week. And another. And another. And I remain unemployed. Anyway, the week started with the discovery of a carinderia / canteen / food stall / whatever-you-want-to-call such, that sells second hand books (may tutubusin pa ako sa Monday na mga libro! Nasa akin na ang "Frida Kahlo: A Spiritual Biography," "Success and Failure of Picasso" ni John Berger, at Three Plays ni Bertolt Brecht). Bargaining for books with the reservation bulk piling up, we talked with the owner, and later, ended up leaving copies of LIHIM NG MGA LESPU. Future events might be held here, since the place is not the "usual" canteen and it does not feel like high end restaurants and ...wait, tama na ang advertisement pala!

The first to buy a copy from CRAZY CARABAO (located somewhere near UPLB) was a pastor affiliated with UCCP (United Church of Christ in the Philippines). I remembered Josel of QBCCC when a nun asked for his autograph and even a picture with him and his work. Haha. I think I felt the same when the pastor and his wife who teaches at CSI (Christian School International?) appreciated LESPU. We even invited them to the RIGHTSv.3 screening. (Ganda ng "43," isang shadowplay tungkol sa Morong 43. Ambigat :| akala ko nung una sa UPD lang ipapalabas.) Here's our 1-minuter public service announcement re: Human Rights. It is supposed to show how the AFP channels its counter-insurgency frustrations against legal, unarmed activists.




It was Wednesday, I think, when KarMa planned a zine launch as anniversary celebration. Then, the following day, we performed during Teatro Umalohokan Incorporated's ARTIKULO "Muling Pagtatala ng Nagpupumiglas na Sining: A cultural Night for the advancement of People's Struggle through Arts for the Masses." (Again, as in the previous entries, please pardon the spontaneity resulting into cluttered writing and expression of my train of thought. I blog for the sake of remembering important days of my life, and if you're interested, and willing to dig through the clutter, then do continue visiting. Anyway, I just recalled, Monday was Komiks workshop / discussion day with Umal Inc., thank you for the gas-lamp-like token!) It somewhat feels fulfilling that we haven't "repeated" a performance. This time, the performance seemed two-part, though the on-the-spot visual arts "jamming" on a human canvass (salamat ulit, Pura!) was done all throughout. The "first" part was something like a spoken word performance followed by a song from UPLB Kulayan.

Way back then, we used to stage shadow play performances, but after having no accessible or ready overhead projector, etc., we used to perform and think of gimmicks that would be unique to the particular performance, while, of course, living up to our name as cartoonists and writers, thus the performances shall have visual and literary elements. Somehow, KarMa is "returning" or inevitably "reverting" back to its roots: UPLB ibarang, a performance group. And I find this relieving and um... re-living?

Anyway, before this blog entry turns into Karmaalala mo kaya, I would like to end by inviting you to UPLB Writers' Club's cultural night titles DEKALIBRE (Depamilyarisasyon sa oryentasyon ng dekalidad at libreng education), where PANAYAM KAY IO and the very first Karma Kolektib Kalendaryo and/or Portfolio shall be launched (I've just thought of turning the folio into ones like SHELL's! Very National Bourgeois idea, against one of the sickest commercialization schemes, ie, LARGE CLASS POLICY in UPLB). This is set on December 15, as a celebration of KarMa's 4th anniversary and, of course, the group's collective and consistent stance against the P1.39B Budget Cut and other commercialization tactics against the education sector. Venue shall be announced ASAP. Teasers are meant to be released on the 12th of the twelfth month. I am also thinking of having an "anniversary edition" of PAKIO.

Hm... Two layouting jobs then. Two weekend headaches! Ay, to whom it may concern, by the way, had the rumours I heard been true, this is all I have to say about award-giving bodies that stink of dirty politics: I think fighting for rights is more worthwhile than fighting for privileges, so if that is the way you want it, so be it and enjoy your academic pretense. Let's find out soon. 'Nuff said!

UPLB STUDENTSTRIKE DIN ON DECEMBER 15! ANIV NG TUITION INCREASE!

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Human Rights Week?




December 10. International Human Rights Day.

Here are two human rights-related activities this week.

If you have the time, please do drop by the UP Film Institute, at the Ishmael Bernal Gallery, in particular. My installation "I want you so bad I've driven you mad" is part of the FACTSHEET 5 Visual Arts Exhibit, that had just been opened to the public yesterday. The factsheet I was tasked to visually interpret is about this human rights violation case committed by the CAFGU (a paramilitary armed group that serves the reactionary government) against a minor.

RIGHTS v.3 shall also be launched at the NCAS Auditorium of CAS, UPLB on Dec 7. The compilation of Public Service Announcements includes "Pissed Off (Pikon)," a 1-minute stop motion video against political killings. This is in collaboration with Mikel Mozo, who did ...nothing. Kidding. Mozo, who, ano, took care of the musical score and the still camera shots of the chess pieces I custom-made for this mini-production. The rest of the production was a collaborative effort, in cooperation with ELBi friends who agreed to let us use their humble abode.

Also, KarMa Kolektib celebrates its 4th year on December 10.